Tuesday, December 23, 2003


Well well...
This girl is the main actor in the "href="http://yazi/iwant.html"
target="blank">I want sex" story,


After a year or so, go to NiteLife, for a change...
Enter, make a round,
Oh, here she is..
So we start talking,
She has always been a flaky girl, so I act accordingly, posture and
conversation wise...

Once she told me she had something to tell me, and then literally ran
away, so I found her, and she said she could not tell me 'cause she is
kind of seeing someone...
Once I met her outside of Lanotte, me out of Doris, she out of Groove,
3 minute get horny talk, and then a hug, all these in front an old
story of mine, who was going shagging with a pizza guy I know...
Once I even broke my rule, and went on a date with her... Had fun in
the conversation, because I was not in the date mood usually guys

She went to London, so I asked her if she could please get a book for
me, and in the four days she was in london, she did not have time to
enter the bookstore, ask for the book, pay for it and come out..

Back to nitelife,
She sitting with back to bar, I am standing, talking, looking around..
"Can I ask you a favor"
"Of course"
"Can you get me a water?"
"No? But you asked me a favor"
"That is different, you see, there is a distance difference, here you
are closer to the bar, then I was not closer to London..."

So she turns to the bar, and orders her water,
"Order one for me too"
"I will not pay for it"
"You order, I will..."

So we continue our chat, and then I tell her to go to my place.. She agrees...
I live in 15 minutes walk distance to the bar..
We go out..
She says, lets take a cab..
I say lets walk...
She shows me her shoes.. These new trendy strange shoes.. You know,
white shiny, pointed... Yack...
So I say, I will take a cab if she shares with me the fee..
She says she's broke, could I just pay for she...
I say no, I do not do that,
She says please, do it, I want a cab..
I see a possibility to pay off breaking a rule,
So we walk to the taxi cue...
The queue is damn long,
By the time we get a cab, we could walk way past home...
So we start walking..
Just near the Hamburger Kiosk by the railway station, she goes flaky...

But this time, I have no pity..
"I don't know... If I should come"
"Know or not, make it up fast, I am freezing"
"You know I am not comfortable..." – With me, that is... Me, who has
not attacked her... in the year we know eachother...
"OK, then we say goodbye and walk our ways"
"Aaa.. noo... in england... my boyfriend.. tried to rape me.. have not
come over that... "
In my ear, I have heard bla bla bla.. Beeeeeeeeeecause it is -5, and
this is sooooooooo predictable... It is not sincere... and to add, I
have been with girls who have been raped before I met them, and I have
seen it is not easy to get over it... But this is different..
"That is bad, sorry for that, but in this cold, I am not a good listener.."
"You do not understand what it means"
"I do, I try to understand, but have no intention on freeing my ass
here, while you take the time to make up your mind"

We end up, me saying,
"I see you will not be coming, so let's say goodnite and go our ways"
So she hugs me, my hands in my leather jacket..
"Oh come on give me a hug"
I take one hand out of my jacket and wrap it around her, her head on
my chest, my other hand in my jacket...

Here I have to note that, eight days after that, I met a girl,
incredibly sexy, stunning eyes, and clever, damn clever, with who I
walked for twenty minutes, in a snow storm, hand in hand, me without
glove... When we made it to her place, my hand was swollen from the
cold, did not respond to my "move you mamashagger.... move" command,
and that was still so nice..

To this girl, my hands preferred to stay in...
then she looks up, and says with a cutie face,
"A goodnite kiss??" Makes a move, I back off,
"No, and then I have tasted you before, and you know my taste..."
And leave..
Decide to write an article about Rape and Me... And think about it all
the way...

Next week , friday,
4.00 AM, walking home, same route as always..
Pass by the Kiosk,
I see a couple on the corner...
The girl with her back to me...
Funny boots, and funny socks..
and I go, no this cannot be..

I realize the smirky smile on my face, from one ear to the other,

And the guy sees me, his face changes, what is this guy looking at me look,
I just come near them,
Turn my head, and oh helloouuuuuuu

"So, you pull the same trick on everybody you meet??" Cheaaaazzzzeeeee
She looks up, and shit-i-got-cought face,
"Oh shit!!"

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